Spotlight (The Holland Brothers Book 4)

I wake up to my phone vibrating in my pocket and a warm, soft body pressed against me. My eyes flutter open and a smile curves my lips at the sight of the woman in front of me. Her hair smells like coconut. The memory from last night plays like a movie in my head.

We talked all night. Just talked. I can’t remember the last time I did that. It was… nice. More than nice. It was one of the best nights of my life. I still don’t know her name, or anything about her really, but I might know her better than any other woman I’ve met.

I shift ever so carefully. My entire body hurts. Between the tryout yesterday and falling asleep on the small hotel couch with one arm underneath her, I feel at least ten years older. Worth it.

My phone vibrates again. I move slowly, careful not to wake the mystery woman. My throat hurts from talking and my eyes burn from lack of sleep. Worth it. So fucking worth it.

I pull my phone from my pocket and grimace when I see my agent’s name on the screen. Everly is calling to give me some rousing pep talk about not giving up and saying something like, “we’ll find the right team for you.” I’m not ready for that kind of optimism just yet.

As I slip my phone back into my pocket, there’s a knock at the door. I still, wondering if I imagined it. The knock comes again, louder this time.

I manage to get up without waking the woman in front of me and pad to the door. Everly stands on the other side.

“I need you to get downstairs immediately.” The urgency in her tone has my body going alert.

“Good morning to you too.”

“Here.” She shoves mouthwash at me. She has a brush in her other hand. “Do you have a shirt that’s less wrinkled? Never mind. You’ll do.”

I glance down at my shirt. It is wrinkled. Almost like I slept in it. “What’s going on?”

“I’ll explain in the elevator. We have to go now.”

“One sec. I—” I glance back to the couch. She’s curled up to make herself more comfortable. Blonde hair falls over part of her face, but a hint of a smile peeks out.

“Come on,” Everly breaks through my thoughts. “It shouldn’t take long.”

Everly wouldn’t tell me I needed to be downstairs immediately if it wasn’t urgent but every step away from my room makes me panic a little more.

I don’t even know my gorgeous mystery woman’s name. She was adamant about not sharing personal information even after we confessed intimate details I doubt either of us has told anyone else.

“This wine is better than sex.”

My brows rise. “It’s not that good.”

She makes a low sound deep in her throat and her blonde hair falls over one shoulder.

“You must not be having sex with the right people.”

“That’s probably true. I can’t remember the last time one managed to get me off.”

“You’re serious?” I ask when she doesn’t laugh it off.

She nods and takes another drink of her wine. Her blue eyes are like nothing I’ve ever seen before. Bright and sparkly like sapphire in the sunlight. My brothers would give me so much shit if I ever said that out loud, but I don’t care.

“Let’s go, Holland.” Everly power walks down the hallway. She jabs the elevator down button, and it opens immediately. “You look like hell. Did you spend all night drinking away your sorrows?”

“I—”

Everly shoos me into the elevator. “Less talking, more walking.”

I stumble inside. On a good day my agent is hard to keep up with, but right now it’s impossible. She thinks I’m hungover, or still drunk. But it isn’t alcohol clouding my mind.

My body is having a very visceral reaction to the thought of her not knowing good sex. As in, it would like to show her how good it can be.

“You’ve definitely been having sex with the wrong people.”

“I’m starting to think there isn’t a right person out there. At least for me.”

“I don’t know if I’m the right person or not, but I can guarantee you this, gorgeous. If you were mine, I’d make it my life’s mission to get you off well and often.”

As soon as the elevator doors close, Everly moves in front of me. She spritzes some sort of floral spray in my face with no warning.

Whatever the hell it is tastes awful and I grimace. “What the hell, Ev?”

“Colt Backer is here.”

My stomach dips. “What?”

“He called me this morning and asked to meet. That’s all I know.” Everly continues fussing over me, smoothing out wrinkles in my shirt and running her fingers through my hair.

After my tryout yesterday, the GM of the Renegades called personally to tell me they were going in a different direction. Would it have stung as much if it weren’t the fourth time in a month I’d heard the same thing from every team I’d met with? I don’t know, but I know that my heart trips over itself as I walk toward him, wondering why he’s here and what it could possibly mean.

Colt stands from a small table in the hotel restaurant when he sees us approaching.

“Nice to see you again,” he says. He’s a foot shorter than me, but still has an air about him that demands respect and admiration. He’s immaculately put together from the crisp, custom suit to his freshly polished shoes. He makes me feel like a slob, even after Everly’s pampering, but what do I care since he’s not signing me to his club anyway.

“You too, sir.” I glance at Everly for any hint on what to say or do here, but her face doesn’t give anything away. “What can I do for you?”

Colt waves for us to sit down. His dark skin crinkles slightly around his eyes as he smiles at me. “Sorry for the impromptu meeting. It’s early and I know you have a flight back home in a few hours, so I’ll make this quick.”

I tip my head in a nod for him to go on. My flight isn’t until this afternoon, but I am eager to get back to the woman in my hotel room. Colt takes a few moments, like he’s collecting his thoughts. His expression goes contemplative, and he takes a sip from a to-go coffee cup.

Internally I’m tapping my foot and motioning with my hand for him to get on with it already, but I stay still and silent while he considers his words. I don’t want him to know I’m sweating it. Maybe acting chill makes me seem too detached, but yesterday I was eager and excited, and that didn’t bode well for me either.

“I’m sorry we don’t have a spot for you this season. It wasn’t an easy call to make. In fact, even now I’m sitting here wondering if I made the right decision.” He narrows his gaze at me like maybe he’s about to change it now. Hope fills my veins, and my pulse quickens.noveldrama

I can’t put into words what it would mean to me to pitch for the Renegades. They’re my dad’s favorite team. His dad, my grandpa that I never met, loved them and passed it down to him, and I guess he passed it down to me. I can remember him watching them on the TV and listening to the games on the radio while he worked in the garage. Putting on that uniform would be a dream come true. It would mean I made it.

“You’re going to be a hell of a pitcher, Flynn,” Colt says in a very matter-of-fact tone.

And just like that, any hope I had is squashed. You’re going to be a hell of a pitcher. Not, you are a hell of a pitcher.

“Thank you.” I’m shocked the words come out as polite and friendly as they do. I’m tired of people telling me I’m not ready, not good enough, not there yet. I’ve been working my whole life for this, and it always feels just out of grasp.

“You’re young with a long career ahead of you. What I need and what you need are at odds right now. I admire you and I’m looking forward to watching you progress, but right now the team needs someone with more consistency and experience. You get a few more seasons under your belt, stay healthy, and work on taming that fastball, and I’ll be one of many general managers fighting to sign you.”

“With all due respect, sir, what we need might be different, but what we want is the same. You want a pitcher that will lead you to a pennant and I can promise you that no one wants to stand on that mound again more than me. I know I’m young and that there is still work to do, but I’m ready for it. I will outhustle every other player on your roster. I come from a family of professional athletes so that isn’t a claim I make lightly. You’re right I don’t have a lot of experience, and some might say that makes me a risk, but that’s not how I see it.”

“How do you see it?” His lips part with a grin. He has a gap between his front teeth wide enough that most people would have fixed it with braces. God knows he could afford it. Somehow it fits him though.

With a shrug I say, “I’m going to be the best pitcher in the league. I just need someone to put the ball in my hands so I can prove it.”

His smile widens as he continues to stare at me. I’m not sure how long goes by before he stands. I guess that means we’re done here.

Everly gets up to shake his hand. They exchange a few words that I don’t hear. I’m slower to get to my feet. I meant every word I said. I’m not blowing smoke or saying what I think he wants to hear, but I’d be lying if I didn’t hope that it’d also sway his decision.

Colt shifts his attention back to me and extends a hand. I take it and he grips my palm tightly as he says, “It’s my hope that our paths will cross again.”

Not sure what to say, I tip my head in a nod and manage a small smile for him.

As soon as he’s gone, Everly blows out a breath.

“I’m sorry I dragged you out of bed for that. Nice job, though. You handled it well.”

“Not well enough,” I say dryly.

“We will find you the right team, and Colt and every other team that passed on you is going to regret it. Mark my words.” She’s fiery and gets this look of lethal retribution every time a team goes in another direction, like she’s personally affronted as much as I am. That look and her ability to tell people off in a way that somehow comes across as polite and professional is why I hired her.

I have four older brothers looking out for me, and the truth is I’m not always great at advocating for myself since I didn’t need to that often while growing up. And I’m learning that there is so much formality and hoop jumping in professional sports that I’m happy to let her manage all that and let me do my thing on the field. I just need to find a way back onto the field.

“I’m heading to the airport. Go home, relax, and I’ll be in touch early next week. I have a call with Kansas City and Baltimore this afternoon and a dozen messages from other teams. New York passing means someone else gets the opportunity to sign the best pitcher in the league.”

I don’t know if she truly believes that, but Everly smiles at me, hazel eyes dancing with amusement and determination, and I know at the very least she’s going to operate like she does. That’s good enough for me.

“Thank you,” I say.

With a nod, she turns on her heel and walks across the marble lobby floor toward the front doors. People scurry to get out of her way. God she’s terrifying.

I give myself two more seconds to feel sorry for myself but then I remember there’s a gorgeous woman upstairs in my room.

I take off in a jog toward the elevator and smash the up button with my palm. Last night, she made me forget about everything going on with baseball. I want to go back to that bubble with her.

The doors finally slide open, and I step inside and hit the floor number. I tap my thumb against the side of my leg as the elevator moves at a snail’s pace. It stops at the third floor and a woman with a housekeeping cart smiles politely. I move to the side to make enough space. We stop again at the fourth, but no one is there, then at the fifth for the housekeeper. By the time I get to the eleventh floor, I am vibrating with impatience.

I’m out the door the second I can squeeze through, and I jog down the hall until I come to my room. I pat my pocket for the key, only to realize I didn’t bring it. Instead, I pull out my phone and navigate to the app.

“Come on. Come on,” I mutter quietly while I wait for the light to flash green. When it does, I push into the room, gaze going right for the couch where I left her.

The room has that stillness that already tells me she’s not here, but I check every room and even out on the balcony just to be sure. Then I retrace my steps and look for a note or any sign that she left me some way to contact her.

Nothing.

Fuck.

Wait. She’s staying in the room next door. I run back out to the hall and pound on the door next to mine. It flies open and a housekeeper gives me a soft smile.

“Can I help you?” she asks.

I look past her to the empty suite.

“Sir?”

“No. I’m… Thanks.” I run a hand through my hair and walk back to my room. I call down to the front desk, but all they can tell me is she already checked out.

Defeated, I drop onto the couch. I pick up the wine glass with her pink lipstick smudged on the rim.

She’s gone and I didn’t even get her name.